<p>&lt;p&gt;I want to tell you I love you and that everything's going to be okay. I want to tell you anything. I want to speak words to you but when I try to open my mouth nothing comes out, the words don't flow. The words wont escape my mouth. I just want to cry but I can't. I can't do anything but sit here in silence because I really do believe last night was the end. I can't hold on to breathing any more, its starting to hurt to take each breathe.
I just want to be so in love with you and everything to be perfect but I fuck up on a daily basis.